What else??

Brad and I had some prophetic ministry the other day. It was very encouraging. But one guy said to me, something about letting go of the old in order to receive the new. I immediately thought, man....what else can I let go of Lord??? A little pouty feeling arose. Well...I get to let go of my independence for one. Eli is flying in next week to drive my car back to Washington. I can't buy him a car of it's quality and mileage and he can't either till he gets a job, which he cannot do without a car!! Aiyiyi. So now I have no car. And I really felt pretty put out about it for a moment. Down right whiny even. And the food issue is the last frontier where my independence is concerned. The place where I really indulge myself. So take it all Lord. I know I will be happier, and I want that new wineskin...this one is feeling pretty stiff and out of shape. I'm ready to lose it, no matter how much I cry and drag my feet.