Really....

Do I really believe Jesus is coming back? Would I continue to live the same way if I did?
Don't think much of the church is living with this reality. It's kind of pie in the sky talk. What about the here and now...."don't be so heavenly minded your no earthly good."
I'm thinking...unless I'm heavenly minded, I won't be any earthly good at all to anybody. I believe Jesus IS coming back. I'm praying for it. And I'm changing with this heart understanding.
Jesus does not come back as a lamb. He doesn't come back as a baby. He doesn't come back as a servant. These are the only paradigms we seem to have. He comes back as a Lion...Judge...and Bridegroom King. He comes into Jerusalem on a Horse, the symbol of war, not a donkey. Jesus IS, Lion AND Lamb, Sacrifice AND High Priest, Servant AND King. It's both/and. Not either/or. Our God is a jealous God. Not with petty jealousy as we tend to on earth....but holy...He wants all of us, because of His great love, like a husband passionately in love with His Bride. Why are we offended at God's anger? It doesn't mean He isn't love, in fact it points to an even greater love for all in the earth. Judgements are coming in the earth. Blessed are those who are not offended in Me, Jesus said. Selah....(meaning...put that in your pipe and smoke it!). I miss Him and want Him to come back. I will seek Him, and I will work...but the Spirit and this particular Bride say "come".